One Problem, One Appointment

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This 2019 have been, unmanageable, whether it is the heat, or just wanting to live - sounds dramatic, otherwise it is needed.
I do not know what is happening, but there is (I suffer with) multiple health problems, that only one can be talked about, for each appointment...?

For the past weeks, - I do not want to talk about this, other than that, I might as well -, I have been going to appointments, - I guess - booked ones, I had to go to the clinic, all the time - walk into.
- my mind is going, all over the place at the moment.

I wanted to express this, because I do not know what to do (takes to long, to solve whatever I have) , or whether there is a multiple appointment, that can be booked nowadays.
I do not. to want to count, how many illnesses I have (mental state, and no stable help), although for this blog, I have three (just severe. none manageable ones mentioned).

Well known is - Migraines, anxiety and depression.
I was taking things for them, however, another health issue - my stomach - is causing a lot of pain - it is not DIAGNOSED yet, - which is odd -, right away. They used to know, each health problem, from what is described (a month is, too long hahahah).

In the UK, healthcare seems like, it does not know what it wants to do these days, due to changes happening, and their concern over money/budget changes - they speak aloud.
As you may realise, this is no concern for me, over someone's health and mine. If we all had, problems, then we WOULD  want someone to help deal with them. Placing, a problem, that can not be fixed, on and around sufferers, does not make the mental state of that person, happier. It makes it seem like a BURDEN, often for myself, because I never like, putting my problem on others/telling others.
When it has an impact, on my lifestyle, I guess, that is when I know, I can not do it/solve it by myself anymore.

I am just concerned, how long, it is taking, to diagnose this new health issue, over my 3 long-term ones, which is questionable.
In the appointment, "Let's focus on that one first...". - this is so, I can continue, to take the things I were taking. But. them same ones' caused the stomach to be painful....

I mentioned, I could not take these things, recommended and prescribed. I got prescribed something, and again (same thing, from another appointment). I asked the pharmacy,...I have to go back, and see the GP for that.... I wonder how long, THAT will take. One problem, for one appointment.
It does make me unhappy.
I can not, keep walking in and out of the clinic(s), thinking things are getting solved, when it is making me confused to be honest.

We are in a new month, and I have been going there, over a month.
I wanted to share this, because if you are strong willed, you can book a lot of appointments, or do you have to. But if you can not, make it to a clinic, I have no answer, other than it is painful. Just painful, to make it there.
This has not been diagnosed either - being in pain, while walking and so on. So confusing. - JULY - AUGUST

Another note, is if you ARE in the health profession, please keep in mind, that things can change, especially in people. Things may look good on the outside, but always think that, everyone, can respond differently at anytime.

In my case, it has changed, it was fine before, was smaller then.
It is effecting my life, badly, other than what is said and thought, because they may not have it, or they do not know, what is happening.
But, who knows, and if they do, plan to care again, it would honestly be nice. Care is a touchy subject. And, I have not had this problem, of healthcare, before.

Life Status (might as well):

- I do not work: due to health issues, AGAIN! (this is the 3rd-4th time)
- I have not been diagnosed: having a new health problem
- Life Long Goal: Was/is fashion designer/Illustrator. (not good, at making clothes/trouble with threads and measurements mostly, hahaha)
- Goal Now: Learn to have fun, through difficulties. If others are making it difficult for you, then you have to find, fun in your own-self, and what you like to do.

* Question: Is there a multiple appointment service, that can be booked? (I have been afraid, to ask to be honest - anxiety is a terrible thing...).

- this is a title ABOUT HEALTH